I am the Sovereign…

I am the Sovereign and will no longer fear what people think of the choices I make.

Thursday night last week was the introduction night for Mens PCA at Starhouse. It was informative night for what the program entails and about myself. I know I have a lot of things I need to workout spiritual and physical. I knew this program could have possibilities of helping my way on my spiritual path. I know no longer have any doubts it would. I want the join this program badly but I don’t know if I will be able to at least this year.

I have done a lot of reflecting about the process I went through on Thursday of last week. During the summer after I left high school I ended finding myself taking a path of spiritual discovery on my own. It was not a surprising since I had hit a milestone in my life of leaving high school behind. One seems to reflect where you have been and ask where are are going during this time. I was not raised in any religious way but of path of discovery of my own path. Granted I had been given the basic of tools by my family and friends but the discovery, how I used those tools and choices were my own. Now I head toward another mile-stone in life, my 30th birthday. As much I want to and need to do Mens PCA I must wait one more year. I have though taken something from the intro night to help get to the program next year.

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Hunt for the Code….

9D 74 E3 5B
http://www.lia-guild.com/
http://www.mathstein.com/
http://blog.myspace.com/tallandpagan
http://mathmyfanwy.jaiku.com/

Tuesday = Wednesday

This week and for the next few weeks Tuesday is my Wednesday. I volunteered to do inventory for work. I have no idea what I was thinking. I think the workaholic inside me took over and volunteered me. 😛

I can’t seem to get my blog by email thing to work since the hosting company’s server doesn’t see the email address for it. So I will have to login to the page and blog. One thing I am trying out is cross posting my blog entries to my forum so people who visit my site can comment, since I disabled comments of the main part of the page. At least I am working on the page as I can.

Not much today….
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First Full Day of Spring

Happy Spring Everyone!

Yay! Spring is here! The time the earth wakes up from her winter nap. It’s the rebirth of Tress and Plants in the warm sun light.

What have I done on this day….work! I need to get out more an take photos. I am craving this. I also need to work on my health also. I know these two things can be combined!

Many times on during this time of rebirth I often think about new things to do, things I was to get done. Like my bloging habit I lose it somewhere. I need to be better.

Another thing I have been in deep thoughts about is my goals in photography. Allison went to a talk last week about setting gallery showing and the business of being an artist. So it brought up the question of what my goal level was. It’s something that needed to be asked. Something I needed to think about; something that I will continue to think about.

What are my thoughts on this at this time? I have been thinking about for this for the past 5 days. My Goal is to be serious enough for a high end gallery. I don’t know about museum level. I think that is something I would have to die first for it to happen, but I think high quality end is something that can be achieved.

Spirituality is very importing to me. There are so many forms of it. This is the area I want my photography to focus on. “Pagan” Spirituality, I know this could only mean a starting point. At least I understand and except it as a possibility.

All I really know today is that Spring is HERE!!!

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Lack of Habit!

OMG!
I suck at bloging! Lol

I really do mean to write things down. I even try to make it easier for me to blog via email but know, one entry and I stop. I would like to say I have been super busy as my excuse but really It has been a lack of motivation. I need to get in to habit of this. I think vent and writing my thoughts down is good for me. I think another reason I don’t do this very often is I really don’t think any one reads this so why put in the energy. This is a double edge sword though. Maybe no one reads this is because I don’t update it. Gah! Spring is a couple of days and good time to start fresh (or at least try to!)

I just want to write this little note stating I am alive and well; just not good at bloging. Hoping I will do better for now on! I am also going to be doing some updates to the site and redesign to make it more personal. So watch out for those!

Happy New Moon!
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