Gah! Blah! I am just not feeling well. It nothing I can explain. I just feel unmotivated. I don’t want to go to work. I just want to lay in bed and stare at the wall. I am also, I guess feeling sad for no reason at all. I don’t know. I just want to sit here like a rock. So I don’t know. Hell I have been trying to work on a post in drafts… maybe I am trying too hard. It’s how I feel.
Ah NEW Tiki Bar TV!!!!! Enjoy!
It has been a crazy couple of weeks. It started out with me going to the first weekend for Men’s PCA. I know I said I was not going to do it but when you become hunted down and the universe smacks you upside the head you would listen to. More about the my reflection on that in a future post. Then I worked my three days before I left for Portland with no time to reflect on my experiences of the weekend events.
Tuesday night of that week my Mother and I left for Portland, Or. It was a 20-23 hour drive. Advise even it was do able don’t! It’s better to take night of sleep after driving 10 hours. Let’s say I won’t do that again when Lora and I go next time. The trip was good and fun. I visited my Brother and his family, explored the area, and meet some new friends from WoW. I do want to thank Davaul and Angwel for their kindness and showing me around their fine city. I hope to see the next time I visit and will spend more time with them.
So when I got back my hosting company had issues with the server my sites were on. This was the last straw for me. I transfered my domains and sites to godaddy.com this past week. I have updated to WordPress 2.2 and I have uploaded all the Burning Man photos I want on the site to the site. After I make sure lia-guild.com is working properly I will be working my site again. I have some ideas for season templates and other features.
So that is it for my quick update. I will have more to come soon!
I am the Sovereign and will no longer fear what people think of the choices I make.
Thursday night last week was the introduction night for Mens PCA at Starhouse. It was informative night for what the program entails and about myself. I know I have a lot of things I need to workout spiritual and physical. I knew this program could have possibilities of helping my way on my spiritual path. I know no longer have any doubts it would. I want the join this program badly but I don’t know if I will be able to at least this year.
I have done a lot of reflecting about the process I went through on Thursday of last week. During the summer after I left high school I ended finding myself taking a path of spiritual discovery on my own. It was not a surprising since I had hit a milestone in my life of leaving high school behind. One seems to reflect where you have been and ask where are are going during this time. I was not raised in any religious way but of path of discovery of my own path. Granted I had been given the basic of tools by my family and friends but the discovery, how I used those tools and choices were my own. Now I head toward another mile-stone in life, my 30th birthday. As much I want to and need to do Mens PCA I must wait one more year. I have though taken something from the intro night to help get to the program next year.